Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Right time has come,i am all ready!!!

The right time has come by,when the plot is ready,the characters are there and the emotions are live!!
i am very happy to get things in place even when we say crisis is in town,i dont invite him for lunch..
i celebrate satisfaction of what is right and not what is unexpected,
there is always a rule in life,when happiness comes by just grab it and not think what if sorrows was on its way..
and yes thats how we have to live with hope that one day everything will become ok,
so i have gotten my task completed i am now fully loaded with words..
thanks to the creator that he has made up my mind and given me the strenght to take this thrilling step with no doubts no confusion only passion!!
so as i have started a new journey i follow my favourite phrase"a journey of a thousand miles begins with a step",indeed it does..
i hope all goes well,
hmm right now i am bright awake in the dark wet night its raining and the breeze serves a coffee,so i am in total mood for some relaxing ideas maybe a swim early morning wil do,i better get going have to make myself a cup of coffee and then read alittle..till then a quote for all,

Take a chance! All life is a chance. The man who goes farthest is generally the one who is willing to do and dare..

Thursday, October 9, 2008

shadows of a confusion

Each time i wake up,the morning looks so bright,so passionate and like always the hope arises of a fresh start,a new day and a meaningful deed and a mindset is made which helps in living a day more..
i step out of my house,full of energy and a radiant glow for a walk around the city of hopes,culture and a land of which i live.
deep down my soul is confused but my steps dont hesitate they move ahead,they move for the goal for which my heartbeat is assigned for whom i am breathing and for why i work hard.its strange how someone can be so fixed,so alruistic but this is me and i am a true humanitarian.
i believe in idealism and thats why i am happy..
the shadows of confusion always haunt me and i become their friend,drowing myself in thier souls and then knowing what i want.
its scary and its horrifying but i am not afraid of reality.
there are thousands of desires and on each desire there is a wish,i want to fulfill them i want them to be mine so that i can give others as well.
its like that dark night which comes and shatters one but i am that sun who still arises the next morning and shines so that,that shattered glass can get back into pieces and shine like it always did.
i know that life is a puzzle and i am also caught at times but today i am confident that whenever we are messed or confused its the world that makes us weak,makes us paralysed,makes us feel so terrible that our morale just goes down and then we loose hope,but is that fair?
No its not.cause once we fall if we dont get up we will fail.
failure is not want we want we want success and happiness..
so to all my friends,
if there is any confusion,any dilemma,anything hurting just keep ur morale high and keep smiling cause there are many people in this world who want u to be happy and want u to have all the treats...
all the best in life =)







Sunday, October 5, 2008

The festive season

So here comes the season of festivals, deepavali and eid..

EID MUBARAK TO ALL MY MUSLIMS FRIENDS..
ramzaan got finally over,and eid came on the 1st of october,what a start of a new month..
so holy and fruithful..
five days have passed by but still i am in the festive mood totally excited and thrilled..
its been many years of celebrating eid but this year eid was totally different totally unexcpected..
i love to see people smiling,laughing,enjoying it gives me a self-satisfaction i cant realli explain cause the feeling is worth a million bucks..
no matter how sad,upset,angry,frustrated or any other disturbing feeling i have i will never let its shadow fall on my face cause when this happens i become sympatic and thats not my rule my rule is make them smile..
going with the flow i went for a dandiya night for the first time and trust me it was great fun,so colourful and people were so enthusiastic my god just by looking at them my energy level rose..
i danced like a mad woman but for the certain hours i felt that i was living to the fullest..
an atmosphere was set and i was just part of it..
a pretty new experience and i hope to go there next year as well and this time full prepared..
atleast i know how to play dandiya properly now..
hmm the year is going to end and 2008 gone..
time is flying so fast,
this year so many events took place that i had no time to realise some important issues but finally i have taken hold on them..
many people say that silence speaks alot and yes it does cause whenever one is silent its pain speaks the story on its own,i have noticed it many time sitting on a coffee table or going to the shore and seeing the eyes of that lonely boy throwing stones in the water just silent..
water had always fasinated me and i always loved the sound of the waves pushing their way to the shore and back..
whenever i look at the sea,my sadness and pain just vanishes away although it leaves a wet feelign but soon drys..
life is game of happiness and sorrows and the empire is god..











Tuesday, September 23, 2008

The recipe of my day..


INGREDIENTS:


1 CUP FRESH SQUEEZED JUICE IN THE MORNING


3 DEEP BREATHS,FRESH AIR


1 EYEFUL SUNSHINE


5 MINUTES EXERCISE,STIRRED


1 MASSAGE,KNEADED


1 LARGE BATH OR SWIM,DIPPED


1 SCOOP GRATITUDE,PLAIN


1 SLICE FUNNY STORY,TO TASTE


1 RAW GOOD DEED DAILY


1 BLESSING BEFORE MEALS


1 TSP MEDITATION


1 PINCH PRAYER


1 DOSE FREEDOM FOR ALL LIVING THINGS,SPREAD


1 CONCENTRATED VISUALIZATION OF YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE

EACH DAY I BELIEVE IN THIS RECIPE AND THIS IS WHY I STAY PASSIONATE AND HAPPY...












Saturday, September 20, 2008

ONCE AGAIN..

EVERYTIME I WALK ON THE STREETS I FEEL THE AIR POLLUTED WITH SO MUCH OF POPULATION AND SO MUCH UNHAPPY AND UNSAID MOMENTS..
ITS BAD RIGHT NOW THE WORLD IS GOING IN THE BAD STATE,THE STOCK MARKETS,THE ELECTIONS,THE BOMBIMGS,THE PAIN,THE HIGH COST OF LIVING,PROBLEMS PROBLEMS PROBLEMS!!!!
WOHHH..
I ASK MYSELF I AM PART OF THE WORLD SO WHATS MY CONTRIBUTION?
AM I PLAYING MY PART?
AM I HELPING?
AM I UPSET ABOUT ALL THESE PROBLEMS?
WHATS THE MAIN REASON?
ALL THESE QUESTION MAKE ME THINK ALL DAY..
THERE ARE MANY PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO MAY BE SHARING THE SAME VIEW WITH ME AND WE ALL ARE CONFUSED.
SO WHAT SHALL WE DO?
HOW DO WE MAKE THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE TO LIVE WHICH IT IS BUT IS NOT SO WHATS THE MAIN REASON?
WHOSE FAULT IS IT?
A WISE MAN ONCE SAID ITS NEVER TOO LATE TO REALISE THE MISTAKE BUT THE MISTAKE IS TO REALISE AND NOT DO ANYTHING..

SO I DONT WANT TO MAKE A MISTAKE AND THEN FACE GOD WITH A HEAVY HEART I WANT TO HELP EVERYONE..
LETS THINK...
IT MAY TAKE ME MONTHS,DAYS,YEARS,HOURS,SECONDS BUT I HAVE FAITH THAT EVERYTHING WILL BECOME FINE AND PLEASENT CAUSE IF GOD IS READING AND LISTENING HE KNOWS THE PAIN AND THE PROBLEMS AND THE DILEMMAS..
AH LETS HOPE FOR THE BEST..
THE WEEKEND IS HERE WITH LOTS OF NEWS AND CHANGES..
I AM JUST LOOKING FORWARD FOR SOME PEACE..






Saturday, September 13, 2008

the happiness unsaid..

Its almost 2 weeks of the fasting month and just another 2 more to go so this shows that the time is just running like water.i am generally sad cause in this 2 weeks i just felt so happy and still am cause this holy month seems to be bringing lots of happiness in my life.from the starting of the january,each day when i looked in the sky i felt like the year was going to run and i wont be able to catch it but i did cause everything possible.its like each morning when u see the sun its burning more and more and u feel its heat down ur throat.godness its becoming humid..
i like rains cause they give u a wet touch and thats the most unsaid moment.
i feel so delighted when i see the raindrops falling fast on the earth its like god so over the moon.i become a poet even without experience..
heading for the weekend now i am hoping for some thrill..








Monday, September 1, 2008

FINALLY RAMZAN HAS COME..

finally ramzaan is here..
so ramzaan mubarak to all my friends..
wish u have a great year ahead and may this holy month bring lots of happiness in our lives..
may allah always be with us..
each year when this holy month arrives i pray for one thing,"o allah if your listening make me bow to you each hour so that this 30 days can wash all my sins away and its only you who can make me guilty."i believe that ramzaan and other days have one major difference and that is that in this 30 days we sleep less,eat less,work less but pray more.
i am not a perfect man,but i ask for the shadow of goodness and the fruit of sorrows.
may allah give me the strength to do as much good as i can then the bad.
and may this 30 days change my life.
around the world today many people are sorry are realli sorry for all the bads and wrongs they have done and like all everyone is now ready for some responsibility of fasting and thanking allah that he is one and that we thank him for the bread and butter he gives us,for the air and water he provides us and for the shelter he makes for us.
i ask him to vanish all the cruelty and destroy the poverty..
i hope to fast as much as i can..
lets hope for the best..
its finally september and wow 8 months have passed and i havent realli got a chance to take a deep breathe thats fast man the earth is rotating realli fast..
in this 8 months my life has changed drastically..
this year has been a real quick one and its almost going to end with i hope some spice maybe another overseas trip or mugging up..
i had just recently made a trip to india like 3 weeks ago and my god i had a wonderful time..
lots of thrill and lots of new people to meet..
i guess everyone in this world is special and realli special..
i felt like a movie was being shoot and i was telecast its strange but yes it felt that way..
i went for a morning movie with a close friend,she's realli nice someone very hip and someone whom u can talk to for hours and hours but wont get bored,pretty and smart and yes of course very demanding...
after the movie the next couple of hours changed my life completely and we went on the streets of india laughing and talking abt the invisible movie camera following us godness it was such soo fun..
and then followed by some main events like weddings..
weddings really fasinate me the expressions,excitement,happiness,beauty,glamour,food,clothes,decorations,people,
parents,dance,music,lights,cameras ooo god the list goes on and on...
but the main part is the bride and groom and their love..
its like a dream but in reality..
i wonder why people dont believe in fairytales they are real and yes they play a high impact in one's lives..
oh my my i just can feel the butterflies in my stomach i wanna go back to india and enjoy the lifestyle once again..
thanks to all my loved ones i had a great time..
miss u all aloooot...