Stubborn Desires

Desires,
what are they actually?
has anyone ever factually been able to describe it?
till the 21st century its not been done,
science,technology and people have moved,to great heights,great inventions and facts which are mesmerizing..
but desires is beat on which humans are just like puppets,
desires are thousands,
but how many get fulfilled?
how many are in ur dreams and the next morning in ur arms?
very less i believe,
we become rebellious when our desires are really uncontrollable and too worth a possession,
they become stubborn,
they are stubborn indeed,
there are thousands of desires on each my heartbeat skips a second,
my wishes came out too much but were still less to get them,
its natural to fasinate but its too deep to come out of the heart,
in life there is no difference in living and dying,
no one cares,only those who loved ur each movement and then moves on,
the world forgets but only deeds remember the soul who either made them happy or sad,
for god sake says a mother to pain,"dont u touch my son's desires cause its only that he has to be happy before he enters the competitive world,he small,he's young and fragile"..
u and i both have desires they can be for a bar of chocalate or a talent to inherit but how stubborn one's need is comes with faith..
the key word is luck!!
from kings to queens its all about luck,
ur luck treats ur desires with care..
sometimes when i sit in reflection mode,
i think and think and think,
how important luck is and how the world runs for it,
lines at the lottery shop and tears at the mosque and temples and churches to god,so that he can also give them heights and tons of luck from which they can desire and be desirable,
shattered dreams stop these amazing desires to come and make them rejoice but its fate that breaks on down and then completely drowns hopes,
but there is one sentence we should always remember that its desire which come and go not hopes..

My Say

Reading the papers recently and following the records and the issues which have disturbed and alerted some of us.

What is most important is the financial crises hitting the world,whether its the US market or CHINA,

Its in loss,the stocks and the increase in gold,metal,yen,dollar,

from the currencies to banks,

4BANKS ARE DOWN,

I Wonder those who are in big crises how on earth are they sleeping?

come to be practical,

there is a big gap,i mean countries are just trying but its going in the drain,afterall its hard-time people,u got to pray hard..

but how to make one understand,

problems problems everywhere,

the surprising part is that all these accidents are happening because everyone has done a mistake,some have created wars,the others bankruptcy and the others just for funn,

everyday is a bad day says the news headlines,stockers,

and i am honestly with their statements,

but the solution is that when u are in bad time u work hard and not panic and seems like asia is not getting it in the brains while others are getting the trick,

i hope for the better and really do,

everyone has to pay someday so why not on earth instead in heaven and hell?

and yes i am also with God that if he punishes the sinners here it will be a good time,

i mean come to the fact people with higher sources are just ruining the world,

and if he pardons them,then other believers might loose faith and loose hope which i dont want,

the Iraq,Afghanistan,Palestines,Africans,

they need help,

they need freedom,

they need peace,

and they need fairity and rights,

and i want them to get,

their situations and grieves are just speechless,

loosing shelter and waking up with a fear of death is not their right,

it need to be settled,

and i am sure it will be,STOP to those heartless and greedy attackers,

living in a secure city their fear can be felt,

the heart stops pumping when i think about those humans and their situation but one thing i can do is pray,make God agree and plead for their tears and ask for their smiles...

Purple Leaf

Once in a sleep,

i saw a dream,not amazing,not a nightmare either,

but strange something which will always be in my brain machine like a golden gublee,

the characters act well without endless retakes,

and they are common people like me and you and thats why its a dream to treasure..
i see a scene in which i am running and running far away from this world where and why i dont know but yes in great speed i am trying to find the destination,

i go through bridges,stairs,mountains,hills,oceans,island,gypsies,igloos,fire,heat,rains,springs,volcanos,tides,

rocks and roads..

i land up in a forest dark and deep but my run is on and i slow down when i see the wild life and the light colours,its a place i have never heard,read or pleasured about,

but yes its somewhere unique,

i went deeper and deeper and the forest became speechlessly beautiful and the smell was so refreshing and brownie like,

all my senses became alert and sharp as if they were told to be in action,

i met animals which were seen only on discovery on shows like wild life in action maybe or in the deep blue sea,

and how harmless they looked,proudly showing off their beauty and creativity and how special they were,

i felt like i was sent here to learn the value of things,living things and their needs,

how important environment and life was,

i found a purple leaf,

a treasure i call,

so flawless,

so smooth,

so shiny and gorgeous,

i have no words but a sight of a lifetime,

i looked at it for hours and hours,

without fail it seemed like a leaf of future and harmony,

how i wish tis dream which i saw with a treasure came true one morning and i had found that leaf somewhere on earth....

It Seems Like Life Is All About Living

It seems like life is all about living,
everything seems like a stranger to me,
none is owned and owned is not one's,
i spent hours and hours standing on a land with water,
the wind was strong and cool but how threaten i felt when it swayed by me,
there was no rythme,
no feeling of a heartbeat,
as if i was dead,
this lifetime is so complicated u know nothing but loss and if u want to win there is so much of pressure that u become weak but out legends gave us the knowledge that its all about strenght and hope and moving forward without a sigh and neither a comment of compliment,
its history that inspires and its history that destroys,
i stand by the tree looking up and breathing fast trying to get some shelter but i realise for how long will it protect me?
i am independent and not dependent,
how can i hide my feeling which are written on my face,
i always dreamed of decorating my world with happiness and love but fistly i have to decide how to i save it?
laughter changes the movement of the eyes,
the laughing one,how can u see the tears?
they are hidden right behind in the frame with the silence,
there is so much obvious that i cant hide and each time i look wide i see a zoom out feature,
there must be someone who will see me with my view but how can i make a drop look like a sea?
neither is there any happiness and nor sadness,
neither burden nor suffocation,
there is only one thing the colours of the world,
its not the colour we wish to like and put it on our skin,
its the colour we would want to let go of,