16th birthday

I was born on the 23rd of january 1993,

and now i am 16 on 23rd of january 2009,

how fast has time taken its journey i can still remember my childish ages and the time when i use to play with toys on a hot evening in my baby blue room,the time when i use to cry when i use to get a small scratch on my knee and the time when my baby sister had arrived and all day i use to play with her small hands and the time when i use to colour harshly on papers and make stains on the desk,and the time when i use to enjoy cycling along the voideck with all the other unknown children,and when the playground was my own kitchen and my the slide the restaurant,and the time when i use to love running around the house with ballons trying to hit them hard so that they could touch the wall and not fall,and so many more adventurous acts that still make me smile and remember that a child is so unaware when parents keep them safe at home but now i am in the world,independent and passionate,

aware of thorns the next avenue but keep the strong faith,

there is failure everywhere and success nowhere but like the wind i need to find it out.its sixteen years now and i still cant believe that such a long time has passed,soo much i saw,experienced,felt and deserved.

but at the end i ask myself what have i done?

what will i do?

am i going to live myself?

alone?

faithful?

my answer is that i will live and to the the extend that i will make my world a better place,i will change the bad and i promise i will..

i take a oath,

I SIDRA NAVEED,PRAY THAT MY SOUL SHALL BE STRONG AND PURE,AND SHALL HELP EACH HUMAN ON THE WAY,NO TEARS,NO PAIN,ONLY SACRIFICE,ITS A WISH I MAKE I WILL MAKE OTHERS HAPPY AND MY PARENTS NAME WORLDWIDE WITH THEIR HEARTS SATISFIED OF GIVING BIRTH TO ME,GOD BLESS THEM ALWAYS,MAY THE LIVE LONG AND FAIR..

THANKS TO ALL WHOM I KNOW AND I HAVE WISHED ME,INDEED U GUYS ARE THE BEST..

Unwritten

I am still unwritten without words without feelings..

looking at the walls each night makes one feel the emptiness,the shallowness of your eyes make others worried,the night going in tears and deep thoughts,

its like staying a robbed house where nothing is left and nothing is urs accept the loneliess,the hatred,pain,griefs and a shadow without its soul..

each corner is wounded with either bitter memories or a room left with false laughter or with sleepless nights full of silence,

a hall left with sacrasm and harsh comments passed,

a dinning table left with dust and times when a family shared its bits and pieces,

there is so much of darkness that suffocation doesnt trouble at all its a habit now,

there are walls in relations now,

a piece of note on a walk..

Memories

there are times when we realise that how fast time flies,how fast years went by and how people came and went,it keeps one in surprise but then comes the label of memories.
there is an anger,a plea,a sadness,but who is it from?
its from the talks of memories,
if u come in the world bring it and if u go give it,memories
its the past that u forget but not the memories cause they were made with love and concern they were made when we were unaware.
the first step of life was made when memories were kept in the mind like a album,sadness or happiness they are always remembered sometimes bringing a tear drop and sometimes a huge smilee.
there is love,griefs,tales and words,
words can be forgotten but memories cant they can only be remembered.
memories cherished of loved ones return once they are gone,
life,my dear is like flowing water,after the water has flown,what remains?
memories..
life is about accepting and learning,
what goes stays like a past but what is there is destiny its all written and the writer is making the book full of falls,
but one the way we cross by shops and malls full of live,full of happiness and each shop has a gift called memories good and bad..
so why fear,
what ever we do next should be given a thought of what was done previously should not leave u invisible think before doing something cause if its thought wisely then it shall go the way u want it to go,its eating a jar of honey but is the jar whole urs?
or is it correct to eat it whole aloone?

EGOISTIC VALUES

The run starts,the new year we say when the world screams 2009 is here!!!

a dream made,

a passioon risen,

an excitement worth a glass of wiskey,

but when all these people celebrate the greatest happiness there is one person who is in darkness,someone living under the same shelter yet sad,

the fireworks can be heard,

the cheers can be felt,

the new day can be seen,

but we then realise then our egos play their role,

they are hurt,

they have suffered so much that they cant take a step closer to happiness,

egos also have values,

the year is here the third day is here,

i can see my future clear,

lets see whats in store for me..