Madness

Your my incomplete thirst the one who walks with me,if u agree on my life then my life shall be fulled of pearls,

in which i see u,

i walk in darkness and find myself to the end not lost and neither confused i can see every particle of black and dont fear of them,they reach out to me touching me with their outer shells invisible yet visible,my heartbeat is slow and i can feel my flesh fresh alert..

i am far and fast,

i play the piano in anxiety,

i play to pursue,

i play the notes unwritten,

untouched,

unheard,

i play the sound of my soul,

i lit up the candles around me all around,

i scatter the roses,

i smell the fragrance and dance to the tune in the air,

its bright its burning its true,

i know i am alive,

i always be here,

in my world,

every moment,each time,

i am around,

life has become a season of rain,

i cant believe my destiny,

the rhythem cant break,

i feel the drops of water on my skin,

i am wet yet dried,

its like a valley falling down the mountains with its showers rising,

till today i have always thought that the mand builder had no time,

but when did he make u,

my madness....

what if,

WHAT IF,
thats the question i have been thinking about all the while and god knows when the answer shall be answered,
when friendship is bonded the view of ur enemies should be consulted..
how true is this thought,u get to knnow the past and present of them..
A mosque is made for prayers,but why dont we find god at home first?
there shouldnt be a time when ur chest has to be burned cause there is too much burden and tears absorbed..
if i have to make u understand then why cant u make me smile when i am unhappy?
the eyes seemed to be crying alot,just for once put kajal and show me the beauty again,
just for me,says the mirror in pain..
i am very fearful of loneliness,
where are u my dreams and thoughts?
i cant find u..
where are u?
i am lost,there is no track no road..
i am very upset with u,
sometimes put me in confusion..
for once put me in confusion..
what if i have to burn my soul once again...
put some shadow on my tears..

How can someone tell how much one is in pain..

I sometimes smile in curiosity when someone can tell how much the other one is in pain cause its not natural to,unless u knoe that person deeply..
u can say it as a traumatic bond or a bond of formality but it just happens..
its so difficult to tell how lonely one is when someone whom was urs becomes someone elses,if this is the world then why is the world like this?and if this happens why does it?
if u grab the hand ur soul gets attach will the heartbeat can be felt..
and then the saddness is shared equally..
why does someone break the thread of hope?
doesnt the pain stay for all the centuries..
people say that the bond of love is the bond of years..
life is book of questions and answers left to be asked and each question is important but when its not solved its a blank page..
a page of left memories and a blank not filled..
but the angels on our right and left hands fill in the blanks suspiciously and a page is completed..
a writer writes to express,a painter paints and a singer sings and this is how we live with our feelings..

mix AND match~

2008 is running now no more time left for the year to end and the new year to be celebrated,
what a bad way to end the year with the bombings in bombay and so much of shatterness..
not fair,why must all this happen?
why cant everything be fine?
i cant see the pain being burnt in ashes just for the satisfaction of some heartless people living in this world..
i was also born in the land of india,where culture arises and people have values iin their blood but when people destroy this goodness,it just hurts..
i saw the news,the papers,all gave me the ultimate end..
i just pray all gets well and all those who lost their loved ones shall have the patience to endure the pain and may those victims get heaven in return of their lives...
so we end the year with dreams lost and some hopes risen too..